2.14.2005
Who is Sam? Over the course of several months I have often pondered that. At first I distrusted a little because I could not understand her motives. Now I have come to like her and her carefree spirit but still question. Perhaps she has changed over the past few days and assumed a place in the group that I did not see? I have been using my Teleport spell to travel a bit more and have spent a good amount of time from the group. However her recent attidude towards the torture and killing of a person for information was somewhat frightening. I do not know if I have missed it but I do not remember seeing that side of her before. Heck in the past I cannot remember a time that she actually hurt someone. I still feel a little ill for using the Enervation spell on that person. Wielding negative energy is not something I want to do often but sometimes dire circimstances require such tools. Soon I will discuss her recent change privately and hopefully it is not what will become the norm. Though I feel as if there is something that I missed. Most of the group took it in stride was it shock or previous knowledge? Have I been gone too often? I think I shall cease using teleport so much.
